For
Christine “Christy” Merrill, life couldn’t be more wonderful. She had her job
as an orthopedic nurse at City General, and she had Paul … Paul Edfield whom
she’d known and loved all her life. And one day soon, she and Paul would have
their dream come true; he would finish his doctor’s training and open his own
practice and she would be his nurse. But that day, suddenly, wasn’t coming soon
enough … for Paul. He saw Christy, young, lovely, “wasting” herself, waiting
for him. And suddenly Paul decided no more waiting, no more med school. He
would take a good job he’d been offered, and he and Christ would be married.
But to Christy this was a betrayal of everything they had hoped and planned for
… and for the first time she looked at Paul and asked herself if this was the
man she wanted to marry … or some stranger she had never really known?
GRADE: C-
BEST
QUOTES:
“I’m
glad we ate early before we have to start worrying a lot.”
REVIEW:
I
was initially tempted to write this book off as having one of the stupider
heroines I’ve met, but now that I think about it, I’m considering putting it in
the “You’ve come a long way, baby” category. From a vantage point of almost 50
years into the future, it’s sometimes hard to tell the difference between what
we now see as backward cultural expectations and a lack of intelligence.
Nurse
Christy Merrill, long engaged to medical school student Paul Edfield, is
patiently looking for the day three years from now when Paul will finish school
and his intern year and they will be able to marry. When he’s finally done with
residency, they will move out to the country and start a GP practice together.
Paul is working his way through school as a pharmacist, but the waiting and the
struggling is killing him, so he tells Christy that he’s going to drop out of
medical school and take a job selling drugs with a pharmaceutical company in
California—which means they can get married right away and move to Los Angeles!
Because being married to Christy is much more important to him than being a
doctor!
Christy
is more than a little flabbergasted in this big change of plan, and by the fact
that Paul has already signed a contract when he decides to fill her in on his
plans. “A man has to do what he thinks is best,” he explains, “without asking
anybody else to share the blame if things go wrong.” Christy, horrified, tells
him, “You had no right! It’s my life, too!” Which is absolutely true. The funny
thing is that Christy acknowledges several times in this book that she doesn’t
even really like nursing: “Nursing doesn’t mean a thing to me anymore! I wanted
to be a nurse because of Paul’s plans.” Even if Paul’s new job means she would
be quitting her job to raise babies, that’s no consolation; the real blow is that
Paul is “cheating himself like this, sacrificing his whole future to marry her
sooner,” she thinks. “He had thrown it all away in a terrible useless gesture.”
It seems she wants Paul to be a doctor more than he does, so she refuses to
marry him, and he drives off into the sunset.
She
immediately has second thoughts, but it’s too late. “She wanted to write him,
to phone him, but how could she do that, when she was not sure that he really
wanted her?” He’s told her to call him in California if she needs him,
but this is not invitation enough for dopey Christy, who points out that Paul
did not tell her to call him if she changed her mind, just if she “needed” him,
“and the office phone number was just to call in case of any emergency!” Good
point. So she mopes around for endless pages, whispering to herself, “Paul!
Paul! Call me again!”
And
dating Tommy Treonne, indolent son of a wealthy businessman, on the side. Tommy
is soon proposing marriage, and mentions that he’d talked about it with his
parents before popping the question. “Somehow, it rankled, as if he had
discussed every phase of this matter with his family,” curiously enough. Later,
when a hurricane is bearing down on the Texas town, Tommy comes to pick up
Christy and flee the county, telling her that this is what his father had
advised they do. “You asked him? You made somebody else decide for you?” You
see where this is going, but I didn’t see her point—asking for advice from your
family is, after all, essentially what she had wanted Paul to do and why she’s
angry with him, for “not even talking things out, making all the decisions,
with no discussion with her ahead of time.” Now suddenly discussion is a bad
thing? Yes, it is, and she writes Paul a note, telling him, “I was wrong. A man
should make his own decisions and stand by them all the way through.” Yuck.
Now
we have the kind of ending that Peggy Gaddis is fond of employing: The hero
admits he was wrong, but the heroine decides, no, she was wronger! Paul,
concerned for Christy’s safety after the hurricane, returns to town and tells
her, “You had a right to help decide our future, because it was as much yours
as mine.” But Christy throws her gains away, saying, “My future belongs to you.
All I want is to be with you always!” If this doesn’t make you vomit, the
book’s final treacly sentence will finish the job for you. So what do you
think? Is Christy a moron, or a victim of a sexist time that urged women to
disregard their personal desires and careers for a husband? Maybe both, but
either way, it adds up to a book—and a heroine—that are just irritating, and
not worth reading.
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